Do I miss filming?
Do I miss
It feels like I'm becoming more humane, alive, certainly uncertain and free.
Even from a distance the souls I love feel good, sunshine warriors with hearts full of peaces.
We are always giving ourselves away to eachother, and I'm glad...
I've been ill these days, vulnerable and unsure of myself...
Sometimes imbalance enables growth.
I feel still now, reborn.
At times I break, but I am not broken, merely letting go.
I hope that after all this, we can stay connected and alive for eachother and ourselves. I hope that we can learn to feel safe being seen and allow ourselves to stop demanding more. I hope I can. .
My greatest fear right now, is that the fires of transformation will recreate me but once order is reimposed, I will seek out my old shape... that I will return to being all I wasn't. .
Maybe it's impossible given how much has shifted, but each day we get to choose how to live and also, if we want to cling to things that have died - aspects of ourselves which no longer serve us.
The only way we can be free of our fears, is to embrace and thank them for showing us how much we wish to grow. .
Then they fuel the flames of the fires through which we are reborn, constantly, day by day. .
I love my fire 😍 hbu?
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